Les Miserables

Not looking for sympathy, just sharing my life.
I have been very sick...it all goes back to November. I found out that I had a large fibroid in my uterus, and had it removed surgically. That was the beginning of the snowball. I haven't felt right since...it has morphed. I have negative energy. Just sitting her typing is hard. I am sad (and I already know that I meed the criteria for depression, which is why I am taking an anti depressant.) I just want to feel like me again. My liver is screwed up and I have to go in for repeat bloodwork all the time. I spent my birthday in the hospital. I am producing gall stones, but I don't have a gall bladder. This probably explains the elevated liver levels, because where else does it have to go?? I can't eat without my stomach hurting or rejecting what I ingested. I more than likely have some kind of auto immune disease...whatever that disease is has yet to be determined. It could be a while before it is determined.

For now, all I want to do is sleep. I force myself to get up and do things, but it hurts to do that. I can not win right now.